KaiGalPH

well 9 months ago i met the currently one who brings me joy.. he live 20 hours drive away from me so thats hard cus im an highschool student and i dont have a car.. we see eachother at weakends and school breaks sometime more.. anyway.. im having a tough period lately cus im failing at school my best friends are at the army now so i barely see them and another one of my good friends (one of the closest) moved to another city so i dont see her much either.. to short things up i am stuck at home all day doing nothing. and yarden (the one who brings me joy) is now at boston and i cant speak to him.. he isnt answering anyway. guess no wi fi.

well... im here again after a long ~art~less time i started to draw again. its not that i've stoped drawing, i was museless.. drawing and then Crumple he papers. i decided that it cant go on like this anymore! so i started working on some sketches byt just looking at my hand and sort of copy it. after i started working on the eyes and lips and stuff and i know it is still crappy but i've become better at this very fast and now i should just keep learning. i miss the studio.. photography i mean. but unfortunatly i dont have one anymore and i didnt used my cam for a long long time.. i just broke up with my boyfriend.. well ~ my ex boyfriend

well, im gonna take a shower and sleep after this post. tomorrow it is my last day before im gonna fly to sri lanka :D 12 days!!! i wont update here for a little while but when ill come back im gonna upload loads of photos from over there =] IT IS GONNA BE AMAZING!!!!!